dun worry...

yeah guys.. dun worry bout me too much.. i'm on my way there to success.. to letting go of him in order to free the both of us.. it's hard n pain, but it's not impossible... i'll be there soon, wei yin.. i know u waited for me for a long time ady.. love u guys.. thanks for being my "big sun" for me to move on.. i'll be there.. soon..

frens?!

aha.. wat r frens? i've been wondering a lot on this statement nowadays..
wat the heck is it anyway? someone who breaks your heart constantly? someone who cannot stop talking back at u? someone who just cannot leave u alone?

hell! why are they needed anyway?
tired ady la..

5 more months.. lets wait for 5 more months n i'm free.. yeah babe..
ppl say tat high skul frens r the best.. now, i doubt that statement..

by the way, i'm trying to give up so dun pressure me ya..
i just need time..
the harder u try, the harder it is to let go..
so, just let time pass n one day i'll realize that i dun like him anymore k..
chill..

k gtg.. nitez, ciao..

BBQ time!!

now, we've discovered a few talented n important ppl when we're going for a BBQ

materials for BBQ: water, oil, sticks, fire, mutton, chicken,duck, hotdog and pork.

for water, we've got the water tank, justin tan;
for oil, we've got lemak oil, yelena yeow;
sticks, we've got the skinny one, engy tan;
for mutton, we've got Yang sing yee;
for hotdog we've got the so-called dog, chua soo kiak;
for chicken, weve got ah ji, tan wee ji;
for duck meat, we've got itik, chai yee xian;
for pork, we've got the fat one, sam gui
n lastly, we've the hot-tempered one, me la..

for side dish, we have yana, sush n yelena, giving us tuna (2-na) -sushi..
pau from lim, pancake from alexis, vadai from vijay, bird egg from wilford(bird).

for safety purposes, we have helmets provided by ashok n torch light provided by jia wen
watch out for ants (ming yih)..

CNY 09

hey hey hey.. gong xi fa cai...

as usual every year, first day 7 am wake up..
then, zham cha.. then go to church..
later, we pay our respect to my late great-grandma..
after tat, lunch at my hse..
mum cook 'tong shui' n grandma cook 'zai cai'..
then ang pow time.. (wakakaka)
then, my uncles (yes, plural) n i played chor dai dee..
this year i won RM33.50.. haha..
then, grandpa make me play piano..
(luckily i practiced last night..)
of course 'tong hua' was my choice..
(although it sounded boring.. my fault..)
then after bath, we went to Batu Pahat..
my dad's kai ma hse..
this year got a cute baby there man..
her name is joanna.. 8 months old..
then we went to my dad's aunt hse..
we reach mlk at 11-something??
freaking tired..

day 2, woke up late..
went to my mum's fren hse..
then to my bro's nanny's hse..
then to my uncle's hse..
denise gan was as cute..
went home n watch tv..
at 7pm, we went to grandpa's hse as it was his bday..
(not really la... coz he doesn't know the actually day, so he tetap on that day lo..)

day 3, woke up at 9.45am..
then hang around n practiced piano while waiting for wei yin..
then after changing, we had porridge..
while on the way to sam's hse, justin called n say that we're the last.
tipu la.. coz abby msg me tat she'll be late, so we're definately not the last..
after tat we went to lim's hse.. justin's motor skill is.. haiz..
he nearly bang the door while reversing.. n the door is in front of him..
haiz.. (ha..)
then we went to tee's hse, justin's hse, zhenson's hse, yelena n bai chuan's hse.
at justin hse, we had pizza.. (uncle's treat). zhen son's hse memang cooling..
at yelena's hse, we chit chatted a lot.. then at bai chuan's hse, uncle kept calling me stupid..
kesiannyaku.. then we went home..

day 4, woke up at 9.30am..
mum made me mop the floor.. T.T
then yelena came...
while we'r at my room, justin came..
then we play chor dai dee again..
then sam came.. kesian.. kena jalan..
then while waiting for sy yeo, xiong called me n ask if i'm at home..
i thought only a few coming, sekali, berlambak!!!
then, miss yeo called n apologize for she just woke up..
then we had lunch..
we also played mah jong..
then my uncle came to our hse..
later, we decide to go to MBO to watch movie..
so justin called his sis to fetch us..
mana tau tat maths genius counted wrongly n his sis fetch her fren..
oh my goodness.. seven ppl in one kelisa..
luckily we din meet the police..
then we changed our mind n decided to go to sy new hse..
her hse memang beautiful man..
then we went back to MBO..
just sit at sam's stall n chit chat..
we saw a lot of frens there..
we even saw engy tan..
then at 7pm, we went home...

to be continued.. (my bro la..)

playback of 2008..

hmm.. it's been a tough n busy year..

happiness, sadness, frustration, sweet memories, bitter nights..

oh my..

first, we got to be in the spot light during perhimpunan as we get straight A's in PMR,

which is not something to be really proud of..


anyway, i'm choosen as the penolong of 4A this year..

but sam changed with me n i became ketua..

but due to the fact that i'm too busy n not in class a lot of time,

pn teh make me as the penolong for kebersihan..

it's a help anyway..




n i volunteered to be the ketua cak n gam of music club 08,

(big mistake) with sunil as my penolong (he's the best)..

a little bit gila kuasa in the beginning, ( sorry)

but as time passed by, we're off to our first performance in kl..

a pre-audition for the big thing in march for the ministers of asean i think..


then here comes our first monthly test..

surprisingly i got the 3rd..

(i haven got such results in years..)

then here comes gong xi fa cai!!!

had a great time in bc's house on the third of cny..

fetch my crush home too.. XD..




then the bad news comes..

we're quarreling over stupid things due to gila kuasa..
music club was definately a mess during tat time..

we're divided into two, the 3+1 quartermasters n the rest of the gang..




next, 1 more bad news..

i can't go to kl for the official seamec performance!!!

i have to go to hong kong!!!

NNNNNNNNOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
grade 5 theory exam too...

oh my!!

anyway i went to hong kong as my parents have bought the flight tickets..

slept at the airport.. which is a new experince..

ha..

then we went for the mpo thingi in april...

nice trip anyway..




may..

time to prepare for mid exam..

studied like no tomoro..
anyway my hard work paid off as i got 3rd again..

yeah..




june, a month full of competition..

whew.. first comp is state choir..

got first.. then comes the bakat muzik comp..

oh my goodness.. i'm a mess man..

then a week later is the kebangsaan comp in teluk batik, perak..

we practice like hell this week..

our trip was fun though DIGI's yellow man DIDN'T follow us there!!!

had fun chatting in our room, sharing secrets n a lot of things..



july.. now here's when the fun starts..



after grade 5 pratical exam, i can finally relax n shake my butt to sarawak!!

Rainforest world music festival, here i cooooooomeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

we really had the greatest time of our lifes there man...

whew, talking bout dancing like no body's buisness...

then the koku day thing we earn bout 700??

wat a fun time we had..

august, a month of extra practice for the sake of our face..

we really practice like mad for the cak n gam comp..

n i really did give a lot of them some good scoldings.. ha..

but our hard work really paid off when we got the 1st!!!

but some ppl just dun admit defeat n insult us..

haiz, such sore losers.. i pity them..

got farewell party for form 5 too at equatorial hotel..

september, a month full of performances..

always getting scold by my mum for not being at home every weekend..

can't help it mah.. got practice n performances..

n the only year to get so busy.. ha..

october, tension is in the air..

have to work hard n study smart for final exam oo..

or else my mum will be nagging.. haiz..

everyday study only..

but at last, after such long years, i got 1st in class!!!

woh.. (not bragging of showing off ya..)

nov, saying hearty good bye to our beloved form 5s..

last time being together with them in skul dy.. T.T

will miss them so so so much..

dec, last trip to penang with the form 5s..

really enjoyed ourself esp in the apartment during midnight..

never been this crazy before, not even in sarawak..

(coz pn zaleha followed)..

ha.. anyway have to prepare for spm lo..

so this is for 2008, my form 4 year..

although got a lot of misunderstandings here n there but overall it's such a wonderful year for me..